Why can't life just be simple?

My mum gets home from work and all she can do is yell. I actually haven't done anything i wasn't supposed to but she still managed to fuck up my mood completely.

I'm such a wreck.

Two years this has been going on, i've been madly in love with you and no one else for two whole years and I don't even think you know I care about as more than just my best friend.

I told someone yesterday, this was the first time I have ever told anyone how I feel and damn it feel's good to get it off of my chest but i know all of the worries, problems and everything that makes us argue and wrecks me up inside will start again soon.

You like her, before her you liked him, I feel like your rock, the one that's just there and I know that without me you'd be fine but i like to kid myself that just like I get, you'd be a wreck without me, it's not true though, really.

Even if we will never be more than friends because I haven't got the guts to say this to your face, hell I can't even name you right now in case you actually realise who you are.

But if you do realise who you are just know that I love you, no, I'm IN love with you.