Come already 2011.

New year, new start, new me.
Remember?

2011 please be good to me.

when next year comes in 23 days things are going to change for me.
I'm going to stop taking crap from people
i'm going to stop being so self concious
i'm going to stop cutting
i'm going to loose all my extra weight
i'm going to feel good about myself
i'm going to be me
i'm going to punch anyone who objects to that
i'm going to ask out that girl
i'm going to have the greatest year anyone could ever want
&&&
its going to be great.

mhm.

Zoe J hates the awkward moment when she realises she has wasted her teenage years on someone who only put her down and made her feel like shit.

i'm cutting again.

i feel like crap and people make me feel insanely invisible,
snm.